Where to Start?

Start a buisness that is.... there seems so much to do and so little time to do it!!  I am really interested in getting this photography buisness started, but I just don't seem to have the time with being a single mom (most of the time...since is Wendel is working two jobs) and a teacher.  Work never seems to be finished and when I finally get a few moments to myself it is usually so late that I would rather sleep than anything else.  I am working very hard to tweak my photography skills in every way I can.  I am reading books, watching tutorials, reading blogs, and of course PRACTICING!!  I am proud to say that I have been shooting almost everything in Manual mode which is very empowering!!  Kari and I have been brushing up on our editing skills and are getting quite creative and good...not to toot our own horns. :)  There is just so much to starting a buisness...any buisness and I guess what is holding me back is the fear that I am not good enough and wanting to be sure that this is the right thing to do.  Do I already have too much on my plate?  Will I not have enough time to spend with my family?  I am about to start training for a new job, start a new job 40 minutes away, and put my daughter in school (BIG school:) )  I feel that I am on the edge of a cliff looking over and seeing all the rocks below...

Here are some recent photos:

Katerina's Spring Pictures

After much bribing, I was able to get some updated pictures of my little living doll.  I must say this little girls eyes will steal your heart and you will forget that she took your $12.00 moisturizer and smeared all over the bathroom trash can or that she is continually in trouble at school for not listening to her teacher.  There are SO much life, expression, and personality in them that it blows my mind.  I find my eyes tearing up at the moment just thinking about hers.  I really need to go to bed, but I wanted to post a few of today's pictures and let you decide for yourself what is really going behind the scenes of these eyes?

KC